Thursday, September 25, 2014

Life

What do I  want to do?

Not just for the immediate future, but with the time I have on the earth.

What am I good at?  What am I passionate about?  What do I like doing?  Why?

I like playing video games and reading fantasy novels.  Why?  Is it because I'm able to escape my immediate reality and exist in a different environment?  But what has been so bad about my life that I'm running from?  I've played video game for about as long as I can remember.

I also like cooking, or at least that's what I tell myself.  But by the same token, I enjoy being in a chem lab.  How can I combine video games, fantasy novels, cooking and chemistry?  Cooking and chemistry seems to run hand in hand with food science, but where do video games and fantasy fall into that world?

I pretty sure I know who I am and that isn't changing anytime soon.

Unemployment gives you a lot of time to think.  Maybe it's a good thing. I dunno.